Skip to main content

Thought for the Day: Fueling Avodas HaShem with Love and Mussar

One of the g'dolei acharonim (I believe it was R' Chaim Volozhin, talmid muvhak of the Gr"a and father of the modern yeshiva system) was stuck on a particular gemara.  Only after days of intense work and fasting was he able to understand the depths of that particular sugya.  A short time after his exhaustive ordeal, R' Chaim was walking through the beis medrash and heard two ba'alei batim learning the same sugya and one of them asked precisely the question that had tormented R' Chaim for so many days.  Much to his dismay, his chavrusa replied, almost off-handedly, with the precisely the answer that R' Chaim had reached!  R' Chaim was distraught and asked his Rebbie why an answer so (apparently) simple had eluded him.  The Gr"a told him that the answer was neither simple nor obvious until R' Chaim had put so much of himself into the sugya.  R' Chaim had changed the world and made that gemara accessible to everyone.

Art Scroll published its first translation and commentary of kisvei kodesh, M'gillas Esther, in 1975.  I started on that course that would lead eventual lead to my becoming a frum, orthodox Jew in 1978 or so.  By that time, there were many, many resources available to ba'alei t'shuva.  Today there are so many quality resources available that it is hard to imagine what any Jew from America will be answer on Yom HaDin why he did not excel in avodas HaShem.  Tinok sh'nishbah?  Lack of knowledge and no resources?  Are you kidding?  Even Amazon has Art Scroll!  Budget is tight?  There are very high quality and freely available resources on the internet.

Now, if you had not been frum in the 1950s, you certainly could have claimed tinok sh'nishba and lack of direction.  Forget "no ArtScroll"; try, "no good english translation at all".  More than that, it wasn't at all cool to be a ba'al tshuva.  No outreach groups, no daf yomi, no shuls to help you learn how to daven, how to make shabbos, how to make a seder... how to be Jewish.  And yet, miracle of miracles, some Jews found their way.  The struggled and fought and excavated their way to a life true Torah observance.  They opened the gates of heaven to release the infusion of k'dusha into the world that has fueled ArtScroll, Ohr Soamayach, Aish HaTorah, Shma Yisrael Torah Network, and on and on and on.

On 16 Adar (Feb26)... just last Tuesday, one of those g'dolei ba'alei t'shuva, Chaya Leah bas Yosef (Lois Lefkovich) left this world.  She fought to open great vaults of k'dusha that had been locked away for so long.  We are all living on the wealth of Torah that she struggled to provide for us.  It was a labor of love undertaken to know her Creator.  I can testify that it was a labor of love, because to me (and so many others) she was Bubbie Lois.  She took us all in and made us her family.

If you are a ba'al t'shuva, then you owe Bubbie Lois a tremendous debt of gratitude.  You can turn that thought into action by signing up to learn mishnayos in commemoration of the her shloshim:
Mishnayos study in memory of Chaya Leah bas Yosef (Lois Lefkovich), a"h.
If you are not a ba'al t'shuva, there is no time like the present. I'd hurry if I were you (actually, I already signed up for Oholos); opportunities like this are rare indeed.

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Thought for the Day: Thanking HaShem Each and Every Day for Solid Land Near Water

Each and every morning, a Jew is supposed to view himself as a new/renewed creation, ready for a new day of building his eternal self through Torah and mitzvos.  We begin the day with 16 brachos to praise/thank/acknowledge HaShem for giving us all the tools we need to succeed.  We have a body, soul, and intellect.  We have vision, mobility, and protection from the elements.  Among those brachos, we have one that perhaps seems a bit out of place: רוקע הארץ על המים/Who spreads out the land on/over the water.  After all, it's nice to have a dry place to walk, but does that compare to the gratitude I have for a working body and vision?  As it turns out, I should; as explained by the R' Rajchenbach, rosh kollel of Kollel Zichron Eliyahu (aka, Peterson Park Kollel).  Your best bet is to listen to the shiur; very distant second is to continue, which I hope will whet your appetite for the real thing.

First... since we have dry land, I don't have to slog to work through even a foot…

Thought for the Day: Using a Mitzvah Object for Non-Mitzvah Purposes

As I am -- Baruch HaShem -- getting older, I am more cognizant of the fact that I'd like to stay as healthy as possible right up the moment I leave this world.  Stuff hurting is not the problem (I am told there is an old Russian saying that once you are 40, if you wake up and nothing hurts -- you're dead), stuff not working, however, is a problem.  To that end, for several years now I commute to work by bicycle (weather permitting, 30 minutes on an elliptical machine when weather does not permit).  I recently took up some upper body weight training.  Not because I want to be governor of California, just simply to slow down loss of bone mass and extend my body's healthy span.  Simple hishtadlus.  I have an 18 month old grandson who is just the right weight for arm curls (yes... I am that weak), so I do about 10 reps when I greet him at night.  He laughs, I get my exercise; all good.  (Main problem is explaining to the older ones why zeidy can't give them the same "…

Thought for the Day: Hydroponically Grown Humans... I Feel Sick

I am quite openly not at all objective about abortion in particular and the treatment of human embryos and fetuses in general.  I am, after all, the survivor of a failed abortion attempt.  Not "thought about it, but couldn't go through with it"; not "made appointment, but then chickened out at the lost moment"; but, "tried a procedure, but was unsuccessful in attempt to abort".  Nonetheless, I try very hard to listen to the liberal arguments (which I also used to chant as part of the general liberal catechism), and am genuinely empathetic to the plight of women who find themselves in that difficult position.

What I heard on NPR this morning, however, has left me feeling physically ill.  You can read about it, if you like, but here's the bottom line:  Scientists in Cambridge have achieved a new record, they fertilized a human ova and then kept it alive in vitro (that is, in a test tube/petri dish in a laboratory) for 14 days.  The scientist involve…